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Post by _-=[xxxshinxxx]=-_ Mon Oct 05, 2009 4:50 pm

below is the winning piece in the latest contest sa UP Creative
writing contest.



it has been 4 months since i saw him and talagang namimiss ko na
siya... pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the wrong
person.... but still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang
magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na
ako....



to give you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine
except dun sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na
lalake na yon.... hehehehe.... kung curious kayo about dun sa guy...
bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes
by.....




classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga ang tawagan namen....
o db ang sweet? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa
aken....kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na ako nun sa
bahay nila and baka lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa
ken eh..... pero cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!

highskul cyempre may prom.... wala cyang date, wla ren ako.... i know
that he wanted to invite me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun
kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask. he went to our house...
nakamotor po sya and medyo pawisan pero infairness.... mabango pa
ren....

he asked my permission to see my dress for the prom.... cyempre para
maloka sya sa aken at may konting surprise... i refused.... o sige,
medyo na frustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang para invite nya
ko.... sa ganda ko na to..... cyempre ang dami munang pa-echeng....
hanggang sa tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me.... e kung di ba
naman siya abnormal eh.... papayag ba akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya
lang ang gusto.... lam mo yon... sarap sampalin.... so in short,
papilit pa ba ako? syempre.....





the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi ng nang-uuto kong
nanay... pero naniwala lang ako nang sya na ang nagsabi.... blush ako
ever....kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth (hehehehe) iba pa ren
yung sa kanya galing diba?

we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang napatunayan sa sarili ko na
mahal ko na pala ang hinayupak na bestfrend ko......

syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom kundi ang graduation na
dba? the night before the graduation, we talked on the phone na para
bang it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang boses ng isat-
isa..... ive waited for the moment na mabanggit nya na may feelings
din sya and hindi naman ako nagkamali.... tinanong nya ako kung may
possibilty daw na maging kame.... i know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil
alam nyo ba ang sagot ko? ah, eh.... hindi pwede kase bestfrends tayo
eh.... yung mga anak na lang naten yung ipag-partner naten.... sa
isip-isip ko.... ang tanga! pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero
wala na akong magagawa..... alam namang bawiin ko pa eh di nahuli
naman ako db? pero ang tanga ko talga....

cyempre college na.... im so proud to say na napunta naman ako sa
magandang school and take note... pareho kame ng skul..... ano to?
kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na pagmamahalan namen?....
hehehe....

nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half.... minahal ko sya pero
there are these conflicts and problems na di na kayang ayusin.... in
short.... nagbreak kame.....



i guess God meant that to happen kasi yon din yung time na nagkita
kame ng bestfrend ko..... sa sobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa....
sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok..... im happy pero parang lalo
ko lang pinahirapan ang sarili ko dahil my feelings for that guy
grows each and everytime that we are together... buti na lang
magaling akong magtago at magpigil.... hehehe.... bilib kayo
noh?.....

one morning, i was so busy preparing my project that would be pass on
that same day.... alam kong dumating na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang
mokong pero dahil sobrang pressure sa project.... gusto ko man syang
dambahan... cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba? hehehe.... di ko sya
masyadong napansin.....

may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if I could join him sa
lunch.... i said yes.... then, alis na cya.... alam naman kc nyang im
busy.....



when i was about to enter the room, somebody bumped me and my
precious project fell... gusto ko mang magalet... what can i do db?
instead I asked my prof to give me another chance to do my
project.... naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch date.... kinuha ko ang
cell ko to text him that i cant come to our meeting.... e kaso....
pag tinamaan ka nga naman ng malas.... check operator service daw....
i tried to look for friends or other kakilala pero malas that day
talaga....

and so i took my lunch all by my self.... naalala ko yung letter....
hinanap ko sa bag... WALA!!! bumalik me sa corridor praying na andon
pa yung sulat.... wala ren.... God! why? minsan lang magbigay ng
sulat yon.... nawala pa.... dont know how to tell him about the
letter....

and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita kame... di nya ako
pinapansin... ako, i tried to talk to him pero alam kong may
kasalanan ako pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta at
ganon na lang ang iwas nya?... sige... hinayaan ko na lang....

months na ang binilang... i heard that he was dating a girl from the
same school that we are in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na
sila na.... mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sa kanya.....

basta... ilang araw din yon na ganon ang nararamdaman ko....
weeks.... months....gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instore
for me in my last day in school.... and so i thought na puntahan yung
favorite hang out namen.... when i was about to get near the
place.... i saw him... with the girl.... umiiyak ang bruha but i cant
hear what they are talking about.... so i decided to get out of that
place before my tears burst out.... and then a common frend ang
sumalubong sa aken.... saying na buntis ang girl.... syempre....
durog na durog ang puso ko.... kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung
naramdaman ko.....

the night of that same day.... naloka ang lola nyo.... nagparamdam
ang mokong pagkaraan ng pagkatagal-tagal na panahon... i thought it
was something good for me... for us.... pero i was wrong.... so
wrong..... he gave me a wedding invitation and isa ako sa
bridesmaids..... the girl... she was waiting in the car.... o db?
dati motor lang ngaun... car na....

and so the wedding came.... maganda po ako nun.... sabi ng nanay ko
pero wala ng nagsecond the motion eh.... so naniwala na lang ako sa
nanay ko.... then, there was this professor who came to see me.... he
handed over a letter with my name carefully printed on the
enveloped.... he said that he looked for the owner of that letter
kaso lang po malaki po ang skul namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db?
and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, he decided to bring
the letter thinking that it could save souls... daw....

and so i was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino
daw ang tututol... dedma ako.... alam namang manggulo pa ko noh....

binasa ko na ang letter..... nakakatouch po talaga.... he opened up
his feelings for me.... hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for
him.... he ask that if i will show up to our hang- out the next day
after he gave his letter, then it means that i also have feelings for
him and that he would love me for the rest of our lives.... but if i
wont.... then he will never open that topic again.... he pleaded to
me na sana pumunta ako...

if only i have that letter.... if only i knew about it.... kung di
lang ako clumsy and carelss to keep that letter... things would be
diffrent.... if only.....

and so i heard the priest announced the couple as husband and
wife.... ang sakit......

picture taking..... gusto mang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko.... as you
know.... magaling akong magpigil.... pero masakit po talaga....
sobra......

after the picture taking...... niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko.... ang
higpit.... and teary eyed nyang cnabi na....


i still love you.......

The face can speak of a thousand emotions but it can easily mask what
the heart truly feels.
Don't be fooled...for the happiest face may be masking the most
hurting heart.
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Post by _____DiGiT_____ Mon Oct 05, 2009 5:49 pm

huuwwaaaaa:(( huwaaa:(( naiiyak n ako.. ayan lesson s mga babae.. wag n kc pakipot pa... at bka pagsisihan nyo yan ng buong buhay nyo...
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Post by _-=[xxxshinxxx]=-_ Mon Oct 05, 2009 5:55 pm

natawa ako dun ah hahahaha... amf naiyak kapa nyan:)) uu nga agree ako dyan sa sinabi mo kasi naman pakipot pa mga babae eh.... nasan n kayong mga babae pagtangol nyo ang side nyo hahaha... lol! lol!
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Post by ihateyou_yssa Tue Oct 06, 2009 3:06 am

SOmetimes ksi hndi naman sa pagiging pakipot.. sometimes we are testing the guy kung hanggang san siya tatagal Wink PEro if you would ask me, im not that type of girl. If I like the guy, then I'll not even make pakipot pa.. Smile PRangkahan ba.. Smile Minsan ksi we need to fo things like that not because pra pahirapan ung guy but to see how sincere he is and how he truly love us .. Razz

weh? Razz
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Post by ginger Tue Oct 06, 2009 3:33 am

nakakaiyak Sad

nafi-feel q ung pain na nararamdaman nung girl Sad (hahaha eksena aq)

naexperience q na ean magpakipot na yan Very Happy
mahal na mahal q na xa nun pro nde q masagot sagot kc madaming churva ever na nakapaligid sa kanya Evil or Very Mad

lesson talaga saming mga femfem 2 Very Happy

pro kc minsan ang pagiging pakipot ng girl test lang eun sa mga guys
dun makikita if talaga seryoso xa sau, if talagang he relally loves you
na kahit uber na sa pagka-pakipot anjan pa rin xa, nanunuyo
handang maghintay kahit matagal

minsan din nagpapakipot ang girl kc iba minsan mag-isip ang mga lalaki
kapag cnagot na wala man lang 1 day or 1 hr. sasabihin easy 2 get
kea nde neu masisisi kaming mga babae na nagpapakipot minsan
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Post by __Stupid__ Wed Oct 07, 2009 11:44 pm

Nkakatamad basahin sobrang haba kea irerelate ko nlng sa reply nyu bounce Lahat ng pakipot mabaog cheers omaygad baog na si shin affraid.

Sa mga pakipot ingat kayu jan... Kung di nyu iggrab kagad ang oppurtunity baka mapunta sa wala yang nararamdaman nyu at pag aantay.Lalo na madaming guy na minsan lang magsabi ng nararamdaman pag nkahanap lang ng pagkakataon. (Torpi--tika min parang ako to omaygad)Baka ibaling nya sa iba.Biglang mawala ang pagkakataon nyong sumaya..
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Post by ghaiyle Thu Oct 08, 2009 4:31 am

waaaaaaaaaa.....my heart make it melt...nkarelate akO!hehehehe.... OMG! yan n yata ung naeencountered ko ngyon!hahahaha... lol! may factor png gnyan!hahaha
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Post by _-=[xxxshinxxx]=-_ Thu Oct 08, 2009 10:26 am

naks chismaks to ahhhh ganyan na ba nangyayari sayo?
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Post by ghaiyle Thu Oct 08, 2009 10:37 am

hahaha...cra! nkrelated lng ako! mejo my similarities lng nmn...
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Post by _____DiGiT_____ Thu Oct 08, 2009 9:37 pm

ihateyou_yssa wrote:SOmetimes ksi hndi naman sa pagiging pakipot.. sometimes we are testing the guy kung hanggang san siya tatagal if only.... Icon_wink PEro if you would ask me, im not that type of girl. If I like the guy, then I'll not even make pakipot pa.. if only.... Icon_smile PRangkahan ba.. if only.... Icon_smile Minsan ksi we need to fo things like that not because pra pahirapan ung guy but to see how sincere he is and how he truly love us .. if only.... Icon_razz

weh? if only.... Icon_razz


based on the story.. ngbigay n ng pedeng maging signs ung lalake kung gusto rin cya ng girl.. pero ano gnwa ng girl.. wala wala wala.. hahaha

mga babae nga nmn... based on true story nga nmn tlga... pg wala n knila ung lalake ska nila nalalaman n gusto pla nya ito.. pero pano n kung inde n cya gusto ng guy.. at huli n.. dba dba dba.. ang point is.. wag n kc mgpakipot.. hahaha bka mahuli k s byahe...
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Post by _____DiGiT_____ Thu Oct 08, 2009 9:41 pm

ginger wrote:nakakaiyak if only.... Icon_sad

nafi-feel q ung pain na nararamdaman nung girl if only.... Icon_sad (hahaha eksena aq)

naexperience q na ean magpakipot na yan if only.... Icon_biggrin
mahal na mahal q na xa nun pro nde q masagot sagot kc madaming churva ever na nakapaligid sa kanya if only.... Icon_evil

lesson talaga saming mga femfem 2 if only.... Icon_biggrin

pro kc minsan ang pagiging pakipot ng girl test lang eun sa mga guys
dun makikita if talaga seryoso xa sau, if talagang he relally loves you
na kahit uber na sa pagka-pakipot anjan pa rin xa, nanunuyo
handang maghintay kahit matagal

minsan din nagpapakipot ang girl kc iba minsan mag-isip ang mga lalaki
kapag cnagot na wala man lang 1 day or 1 hr. sasabihin easy 2 get
kea nde neu masisisi kaming mga babae na nagpapakipot minsan


oops if only.... Icon_exclaim .. hehehe kc may mga guys n naiicip if only.... Icon_idea din nila s huli n .. bkt cla mgmamahal ng girl n inde nmn pla cla mahal.. un bang tipong.. tama n.. wag n.. sobra n.. uu mali n mg expect ung guy n maghangad in return.. pero may time din kc n kelangan ng guys n may magmamahal s knya.. tulad ng pgmamahal n binibigay nya s girl.. not all guys sex lng ang hanap.. wee also need love if only.... Herz
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Post by dhez Sat Oct 10, 2009 9:00 am

whaaaaa! kahabaan nmn lolo! pero infairness, katouch to the bone.. kakalorkel ha! and one thing, hindi lahat ng bagay kailangan oo agad.. there's somehing n kailangang gawing let's just say pakipot n nga! baka mamaya pinagtitripan ka lang at saka ang mali don, eng eng ang girl kasi bakit nya winala ang letter. kung hawak nya yun kasiguraduhan n oo ang sasagot nya. ay naku, yaw ko nga.. maigi ng minsan maging pakipot kesa aggressive, mapagkalmalan k pang japokers noh! I love you
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Post by __Stupid__ Sun Oct 11, 2009 8:49 am

dhez wrote:whaaaaa! kahabaan nmn lolo! pero infairness, katouch to the bone.. kakalorkel ha! and one thing, hindi lahat ng bagay kailangan oo agad.. there's somehing n kailangang gawing let's just say pakipot n nga! baka mamaya pinagtitripan ka lang at saka ang mali don, eng eng ang girl kasi bakit nya winala ang letter. kung hawak nya yun kasiguraduhan n oo ang sasagot nya. ay naku, yaw ko nga.. maigi ng minsan maging pakipot kesa aggressive, mapagkalmalan k pang japokers noh! I love you


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Question: Kung todo effort na ba ang guy,hindi pa ba sapat para malaman mo na seryoso sya?

Di rin nmn sa lahat ng oras mag eefort ang guy kung trip ka lang or wala lang.Mararamdaman mo din nmn yun .Di porket din na agressive ka at sinagot mo kagad ang guy e isang kapokpokan na yun.Nasa paghandle mo na yun ng situation study
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